To S.

I miss u terribly. Heaven knows I need u now more than ever. Never felt I needed to speak to u more than today...
Who'd ever thought I'd go through so much in one year?! and to have it end this way..!
Yes, S, I broke the promise, I know! but something deep inside me, tells me its worth it... this time its worth it. I can tell....
I wish u were here to go through it all with me and hold my hand. Ur shoulder to cry on and ur face to stuff with pop corn when we have the house to ourselves....
I miss u
But I guess u know that.... Up in heaven, u sense these things, u know when am missing u and thinking of u. Nobody ever replaced u & no one ever will...

Forever ur Crystal P