Its getting harder and harder to concentrate.
I can't sit here and pretend nothing is wrong. Coz I know there is, and somehwere at the back of my mind this fact is slowly clawing its way to my heart...
And now my heart pounds heavily and rapidly and I just can't breathe. I can't breathe.

I can feel the turmoil in my stomach and the storm approaching.. I want this to be over.
I hate being mad at you. It makes my chest close in and I find myself desperate, in pain, in tears and yet longing for you...

I can't breathe....